something cliché

thunderstorms are good for long talks...and patching things up with people. lightning is good for watching. im glad things happen the way they do because i know there's always something im missing in my perspective...and God sees it. and i know that He sees all of it. and that makes me content.

am i more of an idealist? or less? are my standards lower or higher? i dont think that the story was ruined. a written story is not easily ruined. i dont think poe could ever be truly ruined on a night like this. i can choose to block certain things out of my memory...if i so choose.

...what security guard?