and i really dont deserve this break...i havent been working very hard.
im confused.
lonely.
sad.
scared.
worried.
apprehensive.
im watching a jealous God rip everthing that has ever meant anything to me away. it hurts. and im tired. i dont want to wake up tomorrow...that means i have to remember. remember what you ask? remember how lonely and confused and sad and scared and worried and apprehensive i am. remember how many voices are demanding i be perfect (and dont even bother to write that i neednt be...they wont listen, they never have). hell, not perfect...decent, serviceable, working. but thats just the problem...im not working. im broken. my heart is broken, and not in the romantic way.
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