i apologize in advance for my inexcusable irritability

not that i dont love my hallmates dearly...but at the moment, i am ready to kill them all. they stormed into the hall yelling and screeching as college girls are prone to do at times. this didnt bother me too horribly (i forgot to preface this with the fact that i am sick and severely drugged at the moment). im trying to be patient, but i think if one of them so much as glances into my room, they will have their head thoroughly and completely bitten off. i have a sharp tongue when my patience has worn thin, though i truly hate using it. (Lord, give me patience, Lord, please give me patience!) they then proceeded to literally yell at the top of their voices across the hall to each other...then began to...sing...oh holy night at the very tip top of their lungs in the most vile and off key way possible. i am not insulting their singing ability, they were trying to sound as horrible as possible. they were screaming the lyrics in such a way as to grate the ears of any who were unfortunate enough to be within earshot. then the stupid, meaningless banter (usually at pitches quite above that of their normal voices) echoed through the hall. all of this culminated finally with the drunken-sounding screech of one of them asking, of all the hall, where her roommate had gone. i swear to you...if she comes in here...lets just say i pity her. i sit here and i wonder if they would be worse if they were actually drunk instead of merely acting like it.