damn it all.

so i started to work on my take home exam thing and i got one chapter done. then i look back and realize that each question is supposed to be a PAGE in length. needless to say that means i have to redo my answers thus far, which is just depressing. so, having lost ALL motivation, i wandered around the internet...looking at training programs that would give me a good job in case i dont actually graduate because this whole lack of motivation thing does not bode well for me in the long term. though that is worse case scenario it still means that i didnt get the work done that i wanted to get done, and i cant now because i told myself i'd go to bed by 11. however, i did take the time to look and see how many questions i would have to do per day to be done by the due date...only 2 per day. thats doable i suppose. if i dedicate an hour a night to it, and work as if it's due tomorrow, it should get done. my ultimate goal is to be done at least one day before it's due. that would be freaking amazing. however, i still have so much more stuff hanging over my head from other classes (research methods is the biggest monster right now) that i think at the end of it i might just have to have an emotional breakdown for a day or two. the good news is that once that's over, i'm good to go.