Tuesday, December 06, 2005

"i dont feel loved. i dont feel welcome. i feel shunned. i feel cast aside. i feel hated and worthless."

-something i wrote last night.

today, the sun peeked up over the mountain, and i remembered things i had forgotten, and God told me things i needed to hear. people looked at me today, people looked at me, and even though some were insincere, they did care enough to try. perhaps the caring and trying was solely for their own comfort and benefit, but it helped me none the less.

i am stronger today.

1 comment:

nomad. said...

love, don't ever feel shunned or cast out. you are not hated. and you are definitely not worthless. we have never thought of you that way.