well, im sitting here, at the library, taking a break from filling out job applications. reality hit home when i realized that ive been home for almost a month and have no job...ouch. well ive been looking for quite a while and have resorted to applying at two temp agencies...up side? i get at least 7.50 an hour...down side? its mostly factory work. but i figure i can muddle through it for the money. still, i would love to be working at a little coffee shop with a few good friends...but, the problem is coordinating the good friends...and finding a coffee shop thats hiring there are few up here that are in the same situation i am. one of my best friends has decided to be a bum for the summer...oh well, if my parents would buy me a laptop and pay for my school, i'd probably continue to be a bum...
ive been considering volunteering too...like habitat for humanity...or something...I NEED SOMETHING TO DO! yesterday i sewed myself a skirt...its pretty...but that just shows how freaking bored i am.
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haha...i was reading this entry and was just struck by how much it doesnt fit with the rest of my entries...thats because this one is a sort of mask...its a copy of what i posted on my covblog (a public blog that everyone knows me on and that is very publicly displayed) i think from now on, i will post stuff like this on only my covblog...and xanga...(they know me there) here is where i let my close friends in on my emotions and struggles...and my TOP SECRET blog is where i am completely and utterly honest...i can say things that wont find their ways around (though i trust all of you, a secret isnt a secret if you know what it is) my other blog is for me and only me...i check my other blogs looking to see if anyone has commented...i check my secret blog to make sure no one has commented.
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