it literally feels like ive been spinning in circles faster and faster, then immediately changing directions....all weekend. i feel nauseated, physically sick. i have felt sick ever since i had that talk with stuart. ive felt like throwing up all night....all weekend.
we are such children. i like being a child. growing up holds no appeal...at all. i retreat into my mind, my world where i can stay friends with these people that i love, they never leave, we never have to grow up and go our separate ways. why cant we stay this way? i have always believed my greatest enemy is time. i have yet to find a reason to think otherwise.
"time, time, time
never makes you better,
just bitter,
just bitter,
as hell.
tonight tonight
i wanna feel better,
better
for a while"
~East Buddha
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