today i got a facebook msg from one of my friends. he's a boy i played with when we were both nine or ten. i was overjoyed to find him, we used to have so much fun together. i asked him what he had been up to...guess what his answer was.
jail.
yes thats right. jail. he was incarcerated for six months for something (i dont want to know, my poor little tyler) but let out a bit early...probably for good behavior. he says he's trying to get his life back on track. thats wonderful and i wish him all the luck in the world.
why do i not feel safe now? i have an ex-con for a facebook friend...hell, more than that, i'd love to get in touch with him and really find out what kind of person he's turned out to be. but i just wouldnt feel safe. this is really killing me. i care about him a lot, he's one of the two reasons i got facebook. i cared enough to look him up. i would love to get to know him and maybe even become real good friends again...but then, people change a lot from when they were nine.
he's twenty years old and he already went to jail. probably stole something, hit a guy, something like that. it's just that my stomach turns every time i think about it. i care about this guy, but i'm torn because now i'm also scared of him.
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