Sunday, May 26, 2024

the pain we all go through... right?

 I have to control how I express my feelings because you can't control how you feel about mine.


"Life's Not Fair" (TM) and other things i've believed. Also titled "mom, your dad was awful, don't take his advice anymore."


1. We aren't valuable so we are expendable and should be grateful we're allowed to exist. Others' emotions trump mine.

2. "Sometimes you have to hurt others"

3. "sticking to the narrative is more important than your own emotions about what's going on. lock them down and move forward anyway"

4. I deserve to watch myself destroy what I love. I deserve to see the pain in graphic detail.

5. I'm just one of those sad people who doesn't get to have friends because I happen to have undesirable/irredeemable/unfortunate defects in my personality.


Things I might believe now.

Maybe being family means you would choose each other.



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