I leave my kitchen light on at night. The dim light illuminates the sink with its soaps, scrubs and colander in a warm, yellow glow fading to gray in the room's corners. My mom left her kitchen light on. I would wander toward it for a cold glass of milk on occasion. I remember the floor being much too cold; I remember shivering to move the sleepy, sluggish blood in my veins and the pain that shot through my dilated eyes to the back of my head.
I never need the light anymore since my body has outgrown milk and water is never quite worth the journey. My son will make the same little midnight pilgrimages in only a few years, but until then, his midnight milk is warm and snuggled next to him.
But still, my kitchen light is on.
I never need the light anymore since my body has outgrown milk and water is never quite worth the journey. My son will make the same little midnight pilgrimages in only a few years, but until then, his midnight milk is warm and snuggled next to him.
But still, my kitchen light is on.
2 comments:
this is lovely. i miss you.
Thanks. It's been a while since I couldn't sleep, but those times always provide excellent inspiration. I miss you too.
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