i'm listening to 'fake plastic trees' on repeat and low volume. it's the first time i've checked out the lyrics (i'm completely awful at catching them while listening) and i think i'm in love with this song. i'm also falling for radiohead in general.
i'm peaking on my stimulant and i'm energetic and happy and restless. it's weird how drugs can artificially induce feelings that are normally fueled by situational elements. like that ecstatic restlessness i get sometimes, or that overwhelming feeling of happiness that can bring tears to my eyes, or a crazy desire to clean and organize EVERYTHING.
or the feeling of caffeine flowing in your veins...feels similar, just weaker, to when the nurse injects the delodid into your IV and you feel a shivery energy sweep over your body.
that whole radioactive dye thing though...i have yet to equate that with anything i know. it's a deep, soft-burning warmth that spreads slowly through your body, creating a metallic taste in your mouth, a strange sensation in your eyes, and an overwhelming, burning need to pee in your nether regions.
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umm... why did you have a CT scan?
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